the "I wanna's"

I guess life can either bring you up or take you down.
Some days it feels im playing both sides of the game.
Difference is I never know my opponents next move.
Getting stuck in every direction I seem to choose..
Feels as if life’s a mad maze with no way out, no end.
A roller coaster ride with too many twist and turns.

I wanna run away far from here, sit alone until times dead.
But I wanna stay close by, surrounded by those I believe I love.
See the controversy here?

I wanna be free, to go anywhere in this here world of mine.
But I wanna be told what to do, and when its safe to breathe.

I wanna never love again, no boy is worth a broken heart.
But I wanna fall in love, and have my one and only for myself.

I wanna live my life to the fullest, to be oh so happy every day.
But I wanna die as fast as I can, heaven sounds so good to me.

I wanna skip my current life, all the way to when my hair is white.
But I wanna stay a child, all play no work with a world unexplored.
See the controversy here?

I wanna cry so much, to let it all out to show the world a real tear.
But I wanna laugh so much, to show the world im the happiest girl.

I wanna believe in everything, to think that everything is really good.
But I wanna doubt everything, to know for sure what is really true.

I wanna give up, telling myself all of this is worthless forget to dream.
But I wanna pursue it all, telling myself to just keep trying ill get there.

I wanna know my future, how wonderful it would be not to wonder.
But I wanna a surprise, how boring life would be not to wonder it all.
See the controversy here?

heaven 24/7

Well Friday it hit me, girl you know you can talk to god?
Yup a one on one time with your god, a lil heart to heart with him.
Any time you want!
So I used to think I could never talk to god until I was lost and could go no more.
But I found out you can be over joyed and you can still talk to him.
You don't need a hard day, you don't need a challange god never said
"call me between the hours of noon and 5, if you call before or after don't expect me to be there, remember im god I got spirits to send to earth and spirits to welcome back. So please leave your name and number after the beep and ill see what magic I can pull out of my sleeve to make your life a paridise."
So don't hang your head and sigh, and don't hang your phone up just yet, see he's promised us there would never be an anwsering machine in heaven, nope! See you can call heaven 24/7! The lines are always open.
Yeah 24 hours and 7 days of the week!
He aint got nothin better to do then to listen to his child's voice.
So go on, pray like you've never prayed.
Tell him your aches, tell him your pains.
Tell him your up and downs.
Tell him, oh tell him of your happieness.
Let him know everything!
Then ask, don't pray and ask.
Pray, thank, tell, and then ask.
Ill confess he hasnt heard much on me lately.
But that's gonna all change tonight!
Cause im call'n heaven cause I found that line is open 24/7
yeah 24 hours and 7 days of the week.

loosin everythin!

you said good bye today, and so i said thats just fine.
its been hours and i guess time is flyin by!
im doin alright but ive got a tiny problem:

ive lost the cat, dog, and fish.
i dont know where my pan is,
i think i put some socks in the dish washer.
used a pan for a mirror this mornin'
hey guess i know where that pan is after all!
ive dog-gone lost this ol' mind of mine,since i said you leav'n was just fine!

i keep fall'n up those darn stairs
oh i can only hope i aint talkin to the devil in my prayers!
think i even i forgot bout this thing called a shower!
ive been teach'n the fish to dig and the dog to pur.
hey gues i know where the fish and dog are after all!
ive dog-gone lost this ol' mind of mine,since i said you leav'n was just fine!

dont bother call'n cause ive even lost the phone!
well and if i dont end up loos'n these ol' walls it'll be a milestone!
and fait aint got mercy for my mind.
oh dear, oh my i sure am loos'n track of time!

im loos'n bout everything from A to Z.
i guess its a real good thing we aint never had a baby!
hey my love, my dear love, my dear, my john dear....
how long you plann' on be'n gone?!!?!

lets listen to the radio

lets listen to the radio, i just cant wait to dance a dance with you my dear.it dont matter if they play a high strung jump'n perky song,
oh wont you slow dance a dance with me.

oh lets let the sound of the radio fall behind, its just you and me lets have a ball! dont you think we have the most beautiful of beautiful of love? lets turn the knob, krank it smoothly, and dance the night away.

lets listen to the radio, gracefully follow the shadows on the wall my dear.
it dont matter if every other lover chooses a club im good here at home,
oh wont you follow the shadows on the wall with me.

oh lets let the sound of the radio fall behind, its just you and me lets have a ball! dont you think we have the most beauiful of beautiful of love? lets turn the knob, krank it smoothly, and dance the night away.

lets listen to the radio, wont you sing along with every lil song my dear.
it dont matter the sound of your voice, no matter what-to me its beautiful.
oh wont you sing along with every lil song with me.

oh lets let the sound of the radio fall behind, its just you and me lets have a ball! dont you think we have the most beautiful of beautiful of love? lets turn the knob, krank it smoothly, and dance the night away.
oh dance oh dance the night away with me.
oh wont you dance the night away with me.

oh la la dai dai da da

im try'n my best to remember you, its the only thing i guess i can do.
so oh la la day day da doda looks like your on my mind.

so oh la la dai dai da da, oh oh la la day day da doda.

it feels like forever since we were together, so oooo remember'n you.
hey baby, maybe we'll get real real lucky, ohhh we've gotta be crazy.
guess ya never know what the man upstair's plann', ohh we'll never know.

but ill keep walk'n strait ahead see where it gets me, further down the
road. so oh la la day day da doda, la la hey hey. your my mind again.
two steps forward one back, may take a while for my ol' trek. but thats
just dandi cause im try'n to remember you, ohhh oh la la day day da doda.
ill keep busy all day long alright! just think'n oh la la day day da doda oh oh la la day day da doda all day long.

im try'n my best to remember you, its the only thing guess i can do.
so oh la la day day da doda looks like your on my mind.

so oh la la day day da doda, oh oh la la day day da doda

it feels like forever since we were together, ao oooo remember'n you.
hey baby, maybe we'll get real real lucky! ohhh we've gotta be crazy.
guess ya never know what the man upstair's plann', ohh we'll never know